Pissed

If I was mad last night, I don't even know what I am now. I don't think I've been this mad in years.
My mom cancelled the party. Why? Because shes too fucking lazy! She says she's tired and its such short notice. Bullshit we've been talking about this for months. If this was the first time she's done this I'd be fine but she ALWAYS cancels EVERYTHING. I'm not mad because of the party really, just the point that she always does this. I was looking forward to it, I need to socialize and this was the perfect opportunity to do so. Whatever I'm not even going to rant about it, I'm too pissed.
Luckily I can mask my anger, or else I'd be a bitch to everyone.