The assignment was about makeup, we had to make an ad for it and so I desaturated everything a bit except for the makeup so it would pop more. I SUCK at lighting and shadows. BLAHH Went with a cotton candy theme btw, we didn't have to pick themes but its easier to do so I think.
Anyways
*tries to shake off rust* GET OFF ME! Dx So I'm kinda proud but not really. I messed up so many times, and let me tell you, I have SO MANY copies in my pictures folder because I kept messing up. The top left is bugging me, I was putting candy there but decided not to after a while but since I dodged it like waaay before everything I couldn't undo it -_- So I dodged it around the picture... meh.
I'll start reading some tutorials again to freshen my memory...I need a tablet. no I NEED A MAC! And I better get one on my 17th birthday -_- *grumbles* I got jack shit for my 16th so my parents need to make it up to me. I didn't even have a party or go out T-T
Sigh.
I really wish I could edit properly... But I suck at drawing in real life so I'm bound to suck on computers too XD Wanna see my painting skills? Haven't changed much since I was five...
Here's real life...with a pencil and shat. YES ITS BOYXBOY it's my first time drawing anything like that XD Used to only draw...trees and...horses when I was younger. Oh and really cheesy manga XD Tried my hand at rl too, didn't work. My whole family is awesome at drawing except me and my grandma! DX Oh and I can't shade. I have NEVER been able to shade, on the computer or on paper. My brain has an image but my hands can't create it. Though I do like how I did the foot on the floor, that to me looks pretty good...and the opening of the pants. And possibly his chest.
...I also can't handwrite. Never been able to. Even on those little sheets way back in elementary school when they tried to teach us how to do it. Come to think of it I can't print very well either. My hands aren't very skilled with pencils and pens. Just cooking, and driving. I can't even screw in a screw anymore with a drill. Fail.
Sooooo. *rocks on heels* Still pissed off, Actually haven't spoken to my mom at all (aside from our fight); I've only said no to my dad a few times when he asked ME to apologize. My mom and I were literally screaming at each other right in front of my friend. Felt bad...but I've known her for 7 years so I wasn't embarrassed. *shrugs* Already know that one day I'm going to snap and not give a fuck anymore, can't wait until that day comes so I can blame my mom for it. Might do it soon actually, get my hair cut the way I want, dye my hair, get piercings etc. Do all the things I've wanted to do but couldn't.
It's 5am. Fuck it I'm not sleeping.
Song: The only thing you talk about - Destroy Rebuild Until God Shows (D.r.u.g.s.)
WE ALL KNOW WE ALL KNOW BY NOW THAT YOU'RE THE ONLY THING YOU TALK ABOUT!
Good song. Listen to it. Will change your life. Not literally. But yeah.
Was listening to DragonForce earlier. GO KEYTAR MAN! Yeah you all fling that long black hair around like a boss.
I hear birds :3
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