*Lets breath out*

I'm not pissed as much anymore. Through the weekend I've been like a raging bull trying to get pinned down -seriously...this house was never quiet.- but now I'm almost serene. I say almost because I know I have to try to fix my laptop, which isn't going to be a walk in the park. I have some cc and stuff on a memory stick but not much. I was in the process of backing up some things before lw but it didn't go too far. I'll have to probably re download the sims games onto it. I may even take the opportunity to play the game without cc or anything for a bit because we all know what its like to revert. It's like a brand new game that you have to play until it bores the shit out of you. Now I'm just rambling...Anyways fact of the matter is that I'm going to try to get some things back to normal which may take a while. Luckily I have my moms computer to keep up to date slightly with things though it really doesn't do much good and I hate her computer cause its seems so old -even though its not-
I think what I'm going to do is pretty much start over. I'm going to back up all the important things -pictures, my stories because I couldn't live without them, other documents etc.- and erase everything. I'm going to uninstall all the games, sims 2 and 3, uninstall anything I don't use, do a full scan blah blah blah and see how it goes. Sorry for my rambling I just have to let it all out. After a full weekend of screaming at nothing I finally get to sit down and calmly talk about what I'm going to do because it seems to center me. Speaking of which >_< no Ill just stop here.