I think I'm going to die holy crap >.< I'm depriving myself from...everything.
I fall asleep at 6am, I don't eat until like...6pm and I don't have a life.
Is that bad? I think so. BUT I CAN'T DO ANYTHING ABOUT IT! fml seriously..
I'm surprised I'm not sick yet, the way I've been for two weeks. I don't even know whats keeping me up. I guess I'm just a night dweller...always have been actually...oh crap SPOKE TOO SOON. I has runny nose! DX *runs around looking for tissue* Damn it! I don't have tissue in my room, I'm not a guy!
...badumbum... 'tsh'
I don't have insomnia... I sleep for a long time kinda...five hours maybe. -________- I'm pretty sure I don't though I mean, yeah I have that 'restless leg syndrome' or whatever sometimes but...I dunno I'm over thinking it. If I do then I hope I have multiple personalities like on fight club! :D -_-' *facepalm* Plus, I don't think you can have adhd and insomnia...thats just...no. That would suck.
I probably do knowing my luck and a hell of a lot more that I don't know of yet. I'm not getting paranoid or delusional so I'm not crazy, only in my dreams lately ._.
My day consisted of going up to the bell tower and ringing the bells... (destery and nate ftw)
But seriously my day consisted of....
Getting up, writing for a bit, reading, playing skyrim, cooking spanish rice for a flippin half hour, writing, reading again and now blogging. Wow. Meh today will be more interesting I hope, most likely sleeping over at my friends then staying there for her birthday party. Might even get to meet her boyfriend.
*slams head on laptop* that would suck. I hate meeting her boyrfriends Dx I hope I dont, I need to worry about other things than judging if hes good for her. I'm a protective friend shush, no matter what I'm always there... I'm like not enough butter spread over too much bread (ahaha Bilbo :3 I think I said that right...) Plus I still have that embarrassing moment stuck in my head from yesterday, I kinda want to meet him but I'm always so shy! *cries* I usually come off as anti-social or sisterly with guys I like -____________________________________-'
God I'm such a loner.
Maybe I should get myself one of those body pillows since I'm ^ Forever Alone
I don't even get hugged by anyone other than my mom T-T Last time i was hugged was........ 2 years ago? Something like that. Thats sad LOL
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